Twenty questions wasn't real. Declared his love for me. ARE YOU SERIOUS?!? We've been chatting about random stuff for two days and you love me.
This. THIS is why I'm single.
No. Not because he's a liar and a sneak. That's just a fool using online resources to try to scam somebody.
No, I'm single because I had FULL blown freaking panic attack this morning because I was worried about letting him down.
I conform. Conforming is bad. It's not healthy. I need to learn how to be me before I have someone else in my life.
I was angry. A true burning anger. I actually felt the heat.
Maybe, just maybe, there is someone like him out there that is real. That truly cares. That wants to get to know me. Maybe:
Maybe one day I'll find the one that won't leave. Until then I will spew my vitriol here.
And hopefully heal.
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