So I slept all of about 2 hours last night.
I'm so tired right now I'm not even sure why I'm typing.
Maybe because I don't want to let progress slide.
I'm feeling a little lost and found all at the same time.
I've been using an app to meet people.
It's been interesting to say the least.
I've met countless "soldiers". American soldiers that are widowed with a child. All overseas and searching for love. Still chatting with one. Pretty sure he's lying, but I can play the game and fulfills a need. I deleted all the others relatively quickly. The English is what gets me. They say phrases in a way that no American would.
This is where I met my new "toy" who immediately fell off the map though we seemed to click. That has frustrated me to no end.
I've also found some guys that just were looking for a friend and its been great. Just chatting about life. Exactly what I'm looking for.
I've met a guy who seems nice but is about to have to look for a new job. He's at an age where that is difficult so I'm praying for him.
I've met a girl who is unmedicated bipolar but is going back to therapy and trying to get back on track. I'm praying for her.
I've got a liar, a disappearing act, some new friends and some people to pray for.
Lost in exhaustion. Holding on to hope. Believing God is sovereign and has a plan.
That's where I am tonight.
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